Hated Here

I think I have to much hatred towards me at this point where I hate myself, but today I will be silent without messaging, because I need to calm down, so all even the admins please just leave me alone, Because my mind is almost about to reach it's darkest point, now on you all could of told me what I did wrong but never did, which is very typical for you all, I had everything nice, up and until now, at this point in time you will never find me, I will change name, passwords and many more just to hide If I have too, just never speak to me until the meantime.